Saturday, March 22, 2014

@.C.n.E

Dear Anati,

first time ever in my life... it didnt happen before....

i look at the mirror, the mirror look at me~!!
oh my God~!!! how am i suppose to do with my life...
everthing started happen when i first enter Nottingham university... WHAT`!!! it's my uni life kot...

oh acne.. or pimple.. oh WHATEVER ~!! why did u come to my me n keep my face as ur home... oh God... plez... this creature, i never invite this fearless creature come to my party (my face).. T_T
bcoz it happen right after i stay in Nottingham.. nah!! Nottingham!!! u're the blame..  this is all happen BCOZ OF U, BCOZ OF UR WEATHER, ENVIRONMENT N blah blah blah...

But seriously, i try everythin single thing to repair my skin again...again....again n again...u know why??? b4 this, i do admit that i have such a normal skin, no acne, no pimples n it was clean clear.. everythin was fine.. back then~~~~

i believe there are lots of skin care that i've been used, HADA LABO, TANAKA, what else.. argh~!!! u name it, anati !! u name it ~!! but everythin was futile...i even try the traditional one kot...
still no change ..

i dont know when  when that creature gonna runaway from me.. does that creature really do love me.???

Solution:

after God gives this bala to me, i believe i need to admit that i must have done somethin wrong back then, perhaps i once perli someone about his or her skin.. i cant remember but i know myself before.. how bad i am, how rebellious n fearless i am.. i think God just want me reflect myself again n again.. perhaps, i'm too happy with life n forgetting HIS POWER bit by bit...

right now, i'm just using extra virgin olive oil n SHAKLEE ESP introduced by my concerned friend.. still, no change (adelah, skit~!).. i do admit that rite now, my skin is quite okay though still got acne scars n acne itself... i pray to God so that He will halau all the acne n pimples from my face..

Pray for me + acne sufferer,

Oh God, with all ur Power, plez get away any acne, pimples n scars from our face... i know u made that acnes n put them on our face, i know there must reasons for ur action. rite now, i pray to u, plez let them go away from us... we dont want that, n i know u know that.. Amin...


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